September 04, 2014
Well, yesterday was my year 4 orientation. The fact that I am going into my last year of my BSN degree is somewhat surreal to me. On the other hand, I have been ready for this year since the beginning. I no longer feel that my home is here and I am anxious to move to AL to finally close the distance between C. and I. I want to start my life with him. I want to finally fully experience what it is like to breathe in the scent of his hair every morning and not having a part inside my gut twist knowing there is a deadline on the days we get to spend together.
Also, during the past two weeks or so, there has been this motivation that has sprung up inside of me that has being fuelling me towards making my days super productive (I hope I can hold onto it).
September 04, 2014
Donated blood for my first time today! Got a little woozy (much to my chagrin) near the end, but I was able to donate the entire 450 mL! I will be going back in November to do my second donation, and it feels so good knowing I am contributing to helping others out.
I see with great clarity what I want to do with my life. Please let me.
July 04, 2011
There was no need to explore the sky for sparks, for I already found them inside of you (lit up, freckled skin glowing.) There are chemicals residing within your build far more complex than the formation that was in front of us.
While you were busy watching fireworks, I was busy watching you.
June 08, 2011
You are only eight hours away - how greatly preferred that would be to our here and now circumstances. With 480 minutes, I discarded all voices of reason, carried my bones to your house, could comprehend no excuses as to why I would have to leave your side. It pains me that dreams are my only souvenir, my only experience of you, because when I wake enveloped in my bed, exhaustion replaces your fleeting existence at my fingertips.
May 19th, 2011
Only 29 more days until I can finally say that I am done school, and I can only think about how the fist of the seventh month has been busy carving this meeting into my thoughts for quite some time now. Every fiber in my body has pulled me towards the anticipation of this date being crossed red with the morning rise of the sun. In these moments, my only thought to occur will be how real and inal this all is. Finally, on this day, the ability to taste and see the glory of the month of July with the closure of June will be mine. All of this time wasted waiting will be refunded and spent to purchase fast-paced memories. I will never want to leave you July.